Life is full of decisions to be made… what do I wear this
morning? What should I have for
lunch? Which courses should I take next
semester? And the list goes on. Every day we are faced with decisions and
choices that we need to make, and some are much easier than others, but they
still need to be made.
That leads me to my latest big decision… Christmas. What should I do for Christmas this
year? Stay in the US or go back
home? If you would have asked me 2
months ago, I would have told you with 100% certainty that I would be going
home for Christmas. In the past few
weeks though, I have begun to questions whether that would be the best option
for me right now, or if it would be better to stay here in the States and try
to keep some kind of “normal” life going on.
After several days/weeks of praying and talking with various
people, I have made the decision to stay here in the US for Christmas this
year. I can’t deny it; I have 3000
different emotions flying around about it all!
I know I’m going to miss being with my whole family for Christmas
(although one member will be coming up!), and it’s really going to be a huge
adjustment for us all! I’m going to miss
all the fireworks and the “traditional” Guatemalan celebrations. I’m also going to miss seeing everyone in
Guate and reconnecting with my “family” there.
But, on the other hand, I will get to experience a USA Christmas with my
extended family and celebrate with those that are here.
Some decisions are hard (like this one was!!), others are
easier, but God uses every single one to help us to grow and to build our trust
in Him. I can thankfully say that I do
feel at peace with my final decision, and I’m going to make the best of
wherever it leads!! J